I can confess to having driven myself a bit nuts by worrying about whether I can cope with seeing the anguish of the poisoned and betrayed. I never watch horror movies (even Lassie getting lost was upsetting), yet we live inside of one. Have been living “on edge” for several years, and sometimes fear does get the better of you. We are a very long way from the early awakening where you could still be intelectual and aloof, hoping for a swift resolution because you were clueless about the scale and scope of the problem. In the end, I simply have to be functional for the sake of my daughters, who will someday see that I was besmirched, and was the only one who fought to protect them. Them being put into enemy hands by the rest of the family and being made to watch has drained me. The adults who mocked and made poor choices get care if I have spare energy only.
i've been besmirched along same lines across past fifteen years, and obviously far more acutely in past two years––except dynamic is a bit different as i'm youngest in a family of six..
both of my parents, family colluded in lying to me (for nine months) about their vaxx status in order to attend my brother's destination wedding in belgium in 2021..
on most days i feel like i'm living in an insane asylum..
being ridiculed slash alienated slash excoriated by the very people i'm trying to save is easily among the most disturbing experiences i've ever had..
their 'in–house' spiritual metastasis is more or less on pace with vaxx–induced myocarditis rates..
Christian. Jesus is Lord. Put your whole faith and trust in Him.
And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. 1 Peter 5:10
i was de facto excluded from wedding, a major family event, and no one in my family (let alone my parents––who 'love unconditionally' right?) remotely cared, intervened on my behalf..
it increasingly feels like they've all been overtaken by something sinister..
It is so weird about how they believed they were so much better getting the shots and saying family could not come around them.
Absolutely - relate to this.
