I am making a big change in my life, for the better. It is not an easy one. The details are appropriately private, but it’s fairly ordinary human failure. It means letting go of unholy comforts and escapes, and allowing higher powers to carry me through the troughs of loneliness, fatigue, and occasional despair.

This is much harder than past challenges like getting into Oxford or writing about Q while being libelled in the national press. I have come to understand, via persistent fault, that there cannot be mind and body solutions to spiritual problems. The holy spirit is a thing, and I have ignored it to my cost.

I simply cannot write about righteousness and spirituality without putting my own house in order. I am all out of excuses. Hypocrisy disgusts me, and there is only so much “field research” you need to do to learn about the enemy’s ways of dulling the pain of trauma they inflict.

AU folk “get it” without the religious zealatory. Not grandstanding my woes, just real.

He (the Holy Spirit) is the executor of the God head 3 in 1. Ask, ask, ask and ask for Him to fall on you, and He will. There is power in the name of Jesus. We have not because we ask not. We need to ask for big things and through our faith, it shall be granted. We must invite Him into our hearts. Today is the day The Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it. He is The Way, The Truth and The Life. Seek and you will find. In everything, give thanks. Pray, Pray, Pray…. Blessings to you MG