The enemy has a lot of profitable addictions on offer… sugar, drugs, alcohol, prostitution, gambling. I doubt any of us are really emancipated as long as we feed them. I have been suffering because I keep waiting for something to happen in the outside world to reconcile relationships and ease making a living. But the primary battlefront is control over my own desires.
Everything I might have overcome in the world is easy in comparison. It is the movable line where real losses and gains happen, and lives do get lost, and it is a pervasive war. Not much point in the military saving the world from the bioweapon poison if we insist on killing ourselves with all the others pushed at us.
Am belatedly realising that my work on the Great Awakening amounts to little versus breaking my own addictions, bringing the hidden struggle to light. Cannot advocate for righteousness while being captive to the temptations that ease the pain of living in a psychotic disintegrating matrix world.
"Am belatedly realizing"... you are not late Martin; you are simply gaining in clarity. Martin, you are right where you are supposed to be. It took me a long time to accept those truths about myself but I now know them to be true. Awakening is not for the faint of heart as many of us know from our imperfect past.
My hope and prayer for you is that you love, see and know yourself as you are known, seen and loved by the One True Creator. Be kind and do not judge yourself so. When I need relief from it all an afternoon spent looking at funny videos is just the right medicine for me. I appreciate your posts. They help us more than you may realize. We must learn to lighten up. It is said that our laughter reaches the heavens and those that abide there love it!
