Once you see how pretty much everything is a captured or controlled op, I find there is a kind of numbness that creeps over you. Most of society and culture feels irrelevant or ridiculous. Those under the spell inhabit confined mental spaces you can’t climb back inside. Participation in everyday rituals is all done with detachment through the filter of greater perception of symbols and agendas. It’s all a whacky dream.
And it only got worse. We're told "Military is the only way".
But the brazillian patriots, after over 2 fucking months pulling the largest protest in history, saw the military obeying the corrupt supreme court and threatening to attack the peacefull protesters.
I made I promisse I woulnd't lose faith but after this I don't think I can keep it. It's all "We're winning big" and they turn the table by literally pressing a button.
I'm depressed and trying to put myself in denial and to become someone who doesn't care, because otherwise I'll stay in bed untill I die.
This treachery from the military was the last straw. I'm done.
Now all I can do is watch "us winning" as they arrest 74 years old women to concentration camps and the media call such people "terrorists".
