I am so very alone Anons ...My 23 year old Autist Son and I...We been through so much Trauma and such for many years and just recently lost my husband to liver failure...I lost my Mom 3 years ago to Alz while right after I had major life saving surgery...We have wanted to give up so many times throughout the years and those bad thoughts are back again..We dont have friends and the family we do have do not come around and havent for years...I didnt know where else to turn ..I spend my time between Telegram...Twitter and FB and Anonup but I never say much...Yet I decided to check Vks page and well here I am...Gods timing is everything.. .Lonliness hurts...Being in your own head is not good...Please Pray for My Son and I...Goodnight

I AM alone also, it seems, although i know it is not True. Many people who search for Truth are lonely because there aren't many of us, ha. Anyway - You are with your indwelling Spirit and your memories and experiences and knowledge and understanding and Consciousness and Life - NO ONE can take those away from you. A song by the band YES, the most creative and musical band ever, says, "Don't surround yourself with Your Self. I think mostly they meant , don't practice being beside yourself and perseverating on being that way. Take your Son and your SELF out into Nature and watch people and plants and animals and the weather and beauty. I bet if you talk to someone about what you see and think in a while yo u will know more people and have them around some. Please don't be despondent, be INTERESTED. - MickyRay