The real war really is internal... will I follow what my spirit knows is The Way, or will I let my mind or body send me elsewhere to satisfy their desires? Over and over... the fight is to stay on the narrow path (which I have sometimes strayed a long way from).
I have a feeling the "tests" are going be harder and harder to discern...Kind of like the questions on Who Wants to be a Millionaire??? Last 4 years (maybe my whole life) has been practice...My spiritual connection is okay I think I have a pretty good connection to God (Source) Jesus and the heavenly hosts but I'm no saint! I think I'd like to have a "phone a friend" at least and I think and maybe an "ask the audience" (AU) and a 50:50 at least but some of these next trials and tribulations are going to be rough I feel...Which way to turn...Who's the anti christ or what...What is really the mark of the beast...Who is a "good guy" who's not...Who do you trust around you? And, so on...When do you stand and fight? When do you save your life to fight another day? NCSWIC...Now comes the pain!
