In my security monitoring file it will say that I have partied really hard. That's because I have partied really hard. The thing is... I don't give a cr*p about reputation anyway, and haven't done anything that directly hurt anyone, so it's ordinary human misadventure.
"Urban gay male in London partied hard... more in 10pm bulletin... YAWN!" I don't want reward, position, privilege, power, authority... so who cares how hard I have played? Doesn't mean it's a virtuous thing. But it is what it is. No leverage for anyone!
The real vice I see everywhere is religious spirits. Much worse and harder to kick than other destructive habits.
Cheers. Gotta keep the mind sane in all the madness. Partying is just one of those ways. I hope one day, I may share some wine or a beer (I'm not much of a wine guy) with my Savior and Lord, sounds weird, but they're my family, along with the rest of you all.
