In my security monitoring file it will say that I have partied really hard. That's because I have partied really hard. The thing is... I don't give a cr*p about reputation anyway, and haven't done anything that directly hurt anyone, so it's ordinary human misadventure.
"Urban gay male in London partied hard... more in 10pm bulletin... YAWN!" I don't want reward, position, privilege, power, authority... so who cares how hard I have played? Doesn't mean it's a virtuous thing. But it is what it is. No leverage for anyone!
The real vice I see everywhere is religious spirits. Much worse and harder to kick than other destructive habits.
A "Religious Spirit" is self-righteousness. It has nothing to do with God in the majority of instances. It also DAMAGES relationships and Jesus, who we are commanded to be like, never did this. NEVER.
I know you know this, but, religion didn't come from God. Who does that leave? Satan is the father of the religious system and he's wielded that sword very well for eons. You can't tell many this ONE fact due to the cognitive dissonance of the religious "Satan attends many religious church services when you do. He created them. He has permission!"
The Spirit of God has been calling the faithful out of denominations for most of my life. The struggle to expose his system to those blinded by it is very, very, hard.
