Knowing what you know and living, thru the heartbreak of this plandemic, yet, working hard to not let it interfere with the necessary flow, of peace and love, is one of the hardest elements to understand and reconcile - harmony, is indeed, the key. Hang in there camper, sounds like you are doing OK - keep your chin up and keep being kind to yourself. We, collectively, will make it thru this next phase. 🙌🏻❤️✨🕊✨