I am noticing my mind is completely refusing to take on new "inventory" of info until there is some shifting of the old stuff. If new data doesn't contribute to reconciliation of divides with friends and family, or solve some immediately presenting real world problem, then there is zero energy for it. I just get annoyed ten seconds into any video, no matter how fascinating in principle the content is. Just don't care and don't want it.
There's only so many years you can be traumatised pretty nonstop and still function normally.
Primitive skills and woodworking vids have got me through some tough nights, but yeah. We want out of the pit but keep going deeper.
Believer/Christian APL 99.993 I've seen war 1st hand + more child suffering than most.
I actually had a dream of sorts on this theme a couple days ago............ I saw a storm coming (a bad one filled with dirt by the ocean), then I was at the bottom of steep ravine .. and then suddenly I was above ground... by a library or museum or something..... I was filled with great HOPE on waking....
#Pray
When I dream of the ocean - I'm seeing a bigger picture..... a huge landscape....
