I have been fighting this war for many years, for humanity, the children, my children, my family, my husband, my love.
I have lost everything, everyone, and now i feel I may be loosing my mind.
I don't know where I should be, what I should do. I am for the first time, doubting if I am strong enough to get through this. I am tired, worn out, rejected, drowning in grief and isolation.
I still trust the plan, I can still see and have no doubts but now that the end and beginning are coming close the reality of the personal cost is sinking in. Nothing can replace my family.

Yep, and you won't have to worry about anything you do because then you can hide behind "that's anti Semitism" No coincidences.

Hebrews 3:1
Jesus Greater Than Moses
Therefore, holy brothers and sisters, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, whom we acknowledge as our apostle and high priest.

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Catholics are a lot like today's students.
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They expect to know the answer and they forgot to read the textbook... even when the teacher repeatedly says THE ANSWERS are in the book.

Hebrews 3:1
Jesus Greater Than Moses
Therefore, holy brothers and sisters, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, whom we acknowledge as our apostle and high priest.

..................

Catholics are a lot like today's students.
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They expect to know the answer and they forgot to read the textbook... even when the teacher repeatedly says THE ANSWERS are in the book.

That's hilarious...........

When i was badly injured at work and lost most use of my arms and was in a horrible domestic violence situation, i started taking really horrible substances to numb myself from the physical and emotional pain. i overdosed and woke up in the hospital 2x. That was a major part of my awakening and healing. ive never told anyone, but those on a need to know basis. There i said it, but ive lve already forgiven myself and i wouldnt change anything bc thats why i am here now.

i live from my heart, so my heart brain more dominant than my cognitive brain. these days my heart walls down and gets me in trouble sometimes. am childlike in my spirit, so i feel joy and love when i connect with someone on that deeper level, think this is the Jesus in me, the higher consciousness. and i want them to know so i express that with my words i love you. the ones i pray for, the warriors, the patriots, that love is in my heart, my words. so am a little weird, do not always Fit♥️♥️♥️

When I was a freelancer, I vaguely remember working on some Chicago Obama logo before his first run.

My client's name - Hello, George.

I didn't vote. I threw my voter's registration away after 2020.

🤓

possibly and probably necessary...they own the MSM!!!

Well I lied at confession at church when I was about 7 because I had nothing to confess and the priest didn't believe me and said I couldn't leave until I confessed to 3 things.... so I had to make something up.....

Everything since then has been stupid shit Im still trying to forgive myself for.

HR Departments used to ask how much you were paid at your previous job. I don't know if they still do this, but I lied about the salary I was paid at previous jobs so I was paid more each time I quit to find a better paying job.

oh if only there were just one something. i have been divorced twice and often think i could have tried harder. i pray for forgiveness every day and that my grown children have better relationships. the battle of the sexes is part of the lie.

i am banned from most banks
lol.
they all have closed my account w no notice. i currently have no bank account or credit card.

challenge accepted

yikes, I’ve done quite a few things in my past that I have repented already.
One that popped into my mind when I read your post that I had forgotten about is:
I illegally smuggled a large quantity of money for an international smuggling ring from Australia to Spain in 2001. lol, when we got the bag from the pick up point back to the hotel & opened it, it stunk of weed 🙄 ...had to air it all out & get creative in how to stash & transport it.

When I was about 10 I used to tape a matchbook with a nickle taped to it that had a fishing line tied to it to my old neighbors window and tap tap tap on his window all night long from across the street in the bushes. Lasted a summer or so but had a blast with it. He never realized what it was but it drove him nuts. We used to garden raid the neighborhood in the summer and then fire the spoils at cars too around that age. Fun times. This was therapeutic, let's do it again. I have way way too many of these stories to share, I was a total little degenerate.

I blamed my classmate Mark for the hickey I had on my neck in the first grade, when really it was from my half brother. I am so sorry Mark and I sure hope you can forgive me. I did meet with my half brother 17 years after he molested me and told him he was a POS and then forgave him.

I usualy pretend to be strong when I'm not

I was actually annoyed with God for Him saying that everyone was a sinner. I really thought in my mind that I was without sin. Then God tested me and proved that I was. I have asked God for forgiveness so many times. Then about 3 years ago I had a Pastor tell that I was the most Godly woman he has ever known. Instead of being flattered....I thought how sad that was...I know God forgives me...it's difficult not being hard on myself. I have many flaws.

I play ice-hockey (not professional level) and normally in the games I am the player for opponent to hit and aim their dirty plays. At one game I still remember it, I was hooked, tripped you name it. And there was not any penalty call coming. I tried to play my game and concentrate but somehow in one situation I lost it and faked a tripping. It was not any pretty fall it was hilariously bad acting. Funny thing is that referee finally gave the penalty to rival team. My own teammates asked also was that faked and I said that oh yes. It didn't feel good afterwards.

I always made myself taller on the player bio's for the NHL scouts. I think all hockey players did/do.

Tv commercials huh? are we getting closer to a big reveal?

I used to a sanctimonious, Trump-hating liberal.

Did you just flip Your E here or did I miss it ?

Confession: When I was younger I was not good with the ladies, I was shy, so I just memorized lines off romance movies, and play-giarized them.

God knows this too, just sayin.

went to messisnic jewish synogogue for 5 years so kind of played at it, seriously thought of joining, was already protestant and catholic, so why not ♥️