When i was badly injured at work and lost most use of my arms and was in a horrible domestic violence situation, i started taking really horrible substances to numb myself from the physical and emotional pain. i overdosed and woke up in the hospital 2x. That was a major part of my awakening and healing. ive never told anyone, but those on a need to know basis. There i said it, but ive lve already forgiven myself and i wouldnt change anything bc thats why i am here now.