I have been fighting this war for many years, for humanity, the children, my children, my family, my husband, my love.
I have lost everything, everyone, and now i feel I may be loosing my mind.
I don't know where I should be, what I should do. I am for the first time, doubting if I am strong enough to get through this. I am tired, worn out, rejected, drowning in grief and isolation.
I still trust the plan, I can still see and have no doubts but now that the end and beginning are coming close the reality of the personal cost is sinking in. Nothing can replace my family.