I have a ton of patience and willpower...I'm in it until the end but the thing that I will be glad to never do again is have work zoom meetings where the conversations are always about the 'trending' thing - i.e. Kanye is mentally ill, Elon is maniacal, gotta get my flu shot, so many people are getting cancer at such a young age, blah blah blah.
Even when I ask questions and try to plant seeds, it's blinders. It's so mind-numbing! Cannot wait for it to stop...
My red pill experience came on like a landslide. I watched the Jeffrey Epstein documentary at the time we were all shut down due to CoVid and I felt absolutely sick. I voiced my opinion on it on Facebook and thankfully a friend said, well if you really want to know...and then the flood gates opened. Once I was awake, I posted as much as I could on Facebook to engage others in what I now saw as not only plausible but probable. Lost some friends in the process and eventually got kicked off entirely when I exposed the leaked Hunter Biden laptop. It is amazing to me how much people "don't want to know" what goes on. But I'm sorry, once you know about the children, how do you close your eyes to that??!! We live in a sick world and I imagine those of us still hanging in there for all to be revealed, haven't given up specifically for those child abusers to be held accountable.
Lost friends too. Although I dont bother trying to 'red pill' people anymore. Been going down the rabbit hole for several decades now and I find it difficult to have discussions about 'conspiracies' and areas of high strangeness with people that are busy working their asses of just to barely have time to spend with their families. Last thing they wanna discuss is adrenochrome, Bill Coopers Behold a Pale Horse, MK Ultra, Operation High Jump and Operation Paperclip among scores of other topics. I dont blame them.
If you want to go down the rabbit hole further, check out Forum Borealis on youtube. Go to the beginning of his podcast episodes about 7 years back and listen to his guests Dr Joseph Farrell and Peter Lavenda talk about Nazis from prior to WWII onward. Its fascinating. He also has guests that talk about the JFK assassination. Its all connected. Gets into bloodlines, etc.
Another good podcast is Dark Journalist.
thank you for the tip. And I understand your point on the "don't want to know". Ignorance is bliss right? For us however, once you see it, you can't unsee it. I don't know which is worse. Right now, knowing and waiting is torturous as I try to balance living my life. There is only so much an average person can do. I have to work at not becoming obsessive because I fear I would be angry or depressed all the time. It is an emotional rollercoaster for sure. I wake up every day with this crap on my mind. At least I am not alone which is why I pop on here for a sense of normalcy.
there are alot of people who just want to go through their days. with as little as possible stress in their lives.
i dont know what its like to "not want to know"...i dont understand that.
they basically are pushing their responsibilities onto others.
i've never been that kind of person. I have always been about honest & integrity and holding people accountable for their actions...so being awake to the lies & atrocities has put me in overdrive. I don't know how the people who have been redpilled longer than I have even cope. I feel like I have lost years of my life with a mental stress...but I also know I am exactly where I am supposed to be...I was meant to be awake.
