I don’t know what I’m still doing here but I’m 100% here for it. I felt like i needed a fresh start. I was expecting to much from the people i admire most in this movement. Showing love and information on others posts and getting nothing back. I just wanted to be vital asset to the team and was feeling unheard and pretty useless. After loosing all my friends for joining this fight, it was eating me up feeling like i was being ignored and even was blocked here by some og anons with different views. Soooo, ima just chill and I’m done trying to fit in. You’re all cool in my book and i appreciate what you all do. Much love to you all. Ill be watching :) 🫶🏻

Thank you, it is not easy to reach out for help. That took great courage, I appreciate you sharing your story.
I am struggling to pull myself up and out of dark, deep grief, one event/loss after another... family death, desertion, abandonment, rejection, exclusion. I am alone, exhausted and isolated in a foreign culture I am still adapting to as an outsider (on multiple levels).
I thought I had no tears left but reading this I felt love tears, a nice change.
I am experiencing a shattering of illusions, acute grief, the loss of love, family and friends in this spiritual war.
It feels surreal, unreal, unbelievable.
I know there are so many of us going through our own similar trials and challenges, here we share, comfort and encourage each other.
This is in stark comparison to my outside world.
I Love and am so grateful for you and all AU family.