Oh Martin! Negativity doesn't get us anywhere, neither does fear and trepidation. Your photos - while always masterly & beautifully done - this time -tell me that you may need a dose of faith.
I was without any faith but God dragged me kicking and screaming into belief. (Jesus saved me though I didn't deserve saving as I had no faith or belief)
I'm sure you don't need that much 'persuasion '!