My experience of the institutional world is that it is filled with non-autists who are emoting a lot and are trying to manipulate the world into their image rather than trying to line everything up with simplicity. It is exhausting to model and participate in. My worst fear is that when this all goes down someone will tap me on the shoulder and ask me to do a "real job" again. Not sure I am capable of re-entering the structured, timed, organised world.
My employer destroyed any trust I had left in their system. I gave them 15 years and tore my body to shreads for them. It even showed I did in x rays. All I got in the end was a secret sting op held against me via mistaken identity, and 3 years in various clinics. Their nefarious stunt caused this autist to crack like a mirror 😖. I'm off for good now, and I'm ok with that (some days I miss my friends) and I can say with confidence, THEY are haunted by what they pulled every day. Absolutely illegal it was. God knows. He lifted me out of there by my underarms before someone got hurt by my machine. I look forward to working for him via service to others in a much more loving way 🙏🙌
