My experience of the institutional world is that it is filled with non-autists who are emoting a lot and are trying to manipulate the world into their image rather than trying to line everything up with simplicity. It is exhausting to model and participate in. My worst fear is that when this all goes down someone will tap me on the shoulder and ask me to do a "real job" again. Not sure I am capable of re-entering the structured, timed, organised world.
I hear you and feel the same.
Have not be able to adapt for a long time. Just seems like such a pointless waste of time and energy (branding, fashion, music promotion) when you know the game is infiltrated, flawed, rigged, corrupted and when there is soooo much more important, purposeful, fascinating "work" to devote yourself to!
