I do about 2 hours of work and I am exhausted. Just want to mooch around, stare at trees, talk to frens. My mind doesn't want to go near emails, admin, projects. I have to remind myself that I am not lazy, it is just 5 years of economic warfare, social stress, and nonstop information bombardment — without real vacations or breaks from a pervasive conflict.

Then again, the enemy may not be having a good time right now, and deservedly so.