Let's talk for a moment about the erotic. We're adults here on AU, right?

Freedom™ is hookup apps, whores, sex parties, gender bending, kink, partner swapping, threesomes, polyfookery, etc… but in reality you end up waking up alone nearly all the time and always feel under-satiated and are "on the prowl". STDs, bad encounters, and even sexual violence abound.

Freedom is monogamy with abundance. Your search costs are zero once located. You know every hot or cold zone of your partner and they know yours. It is generous and given easily. You never have anxiety about forced abstinence. STDs are a non-issue. There's no complexity, confusion, or conflict between competing parties.

Intimate bonds are the bedrock of society. A "Great Awakening" has to touch on this area, but I see few writing about it in the geopolitical context. A lot of us have gone down the Freedom™ route offered by [them]… and got hurt in many ways. Is difficult stuff to talk about; judgemental pride abounds.

Apparently when Nana signed my soul contract this time, I purposefully set myself up to be alone in that respect at this time in life, which has turned out to be the right thing.

Married 25yrs to a man that decided to turn into a drug addict alcoholic for several yrs of my children's life, then parted frens from living with a childhood fren for 16 yrs after my son passed.
2 men in my 60 plus yrs of excitement in this Earth suit.

If I were not alone now none of the last 4 yrs would have happened I dont think because I would have been preoccupied.

My Twin Flame I have since seen thro remembering several of my past lives has been with me thro all of them except this one. This rodeo he is the guide that has been showing me how to wake up and connect to the consciousness.
I have come to know that was a plan to help me get to right here with my consciousness journey.
He has shown me past lives going back to Biblical times.
Yeah I know how that sounds but Nana just tells it lik