I'm so done with the life i have lived and am living. At this point I don't care what happpens. I just need some peace or I'm done. Praying doesn't help so I just at this point wish He would take me. The stress is getting to be too much..Never did I think I would be in this position in life.
Thanks but I will always believe that i will forever be punished for leaving the love of my life and he passed away before i could tell him. 5 days is all i needed and he was taken from me.
the only one who punishes you is you. God does not punish anyone. all you have to do is process what happened, accept it, love the lesson and you will be free of it.
At night all cats are black. Prowling around to bring you interesting items! Use Discernment At All Times! Happiness Is Strength!
Write him a letter in pencil on a white piece of paper. Write everything you wanted to tell him. Take the paper outside and burn it in a clay pot/planter. As it burns, say The Lord's Prayer. The love of your life will now know what you wanted to say to him, and you will feel a great peace, and be able to forgive yourself. Know that we love you, God loves you, and things may look bleak now, but will turn around for the better; you are stronger than you think!
Thank you
