not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
I feel the exact same way. I am tired all the time. I just want to sleep. I have no interest in most things. I feel lost and so drained. I feel a heaviness upon me. Not sure exactly what it is, but I feel it. I feel like, I am lost, alone, and I don't really belong here. I feel disconnected in so many ways. I feel best when I listen to music. I haven't felt great. Body hurts a lot, earaches, headaches, etc. So I can totally relate to how you feel and what you are going through. Hang in there. Keep the Faith. GOD will see us through.
