If anyone asks what 2018-22 were like, it felt as if you had a worn out civilisation in hospice care, but the palliative doses were never quite enough to tip it over the edge, so you waited and waited for the inevitable.
yes, so much!
on a good note, it has brought me closer to Jesus…”learning” how to trust and shift my negative thoughts of “i cant take this anymore, why me” pity party to pausing looking up and going ok “I know You got me”
not easy as it sounds
but I would say Faith and Trust, Hope, God’s love and protection, and having my mom here
along with the support of our AU family have been the only things that have got me through this
Love is all that matters
❤️
