When I read about what an MK Ultra or satanic sacrifice victim goes through I experience a kind of "automatic cut out" of my empathy. It is so horrific that I don't even want to imagine it.

Exactly this! I watched a video once and I will never get the screams out of my head but I had to put them in a box way in the back because its literally too much to handle . That being said I cannot fathom how a child could survive without fracturing into a million little pieces.

Same.😥....i had pics of trays full of fetus's....different sizes....many trays....tried to. send to all the numbers on my fone.....i cried. I could never hit send. I tried 2 and 3 times....i cried again and again....i finally deleted them! Now they are clear as day in my head.🤕......i hate it!!!!! These fucking normies need to see what ive seen! .....i just cant be that guy who puts it in their head. Even at the prospect of restoring my lost credibility. I pray so hard about this....i still cry over those pics! Fuck!....im crying now.😵 Sorry guys....gotta go.