When I read about what an MK Ultra or satanic sacrifice victim goes through I experience a kind of "automatic cut out" of my empathy. It is so horrific that I don't even want to imagine it.
One thing though, you was also under MKUktra programming your entire life
,think about it
You shut down not Because your empathy is out, your stupid programmed not to see the hard truths, even when it happens to you
You dont have to loose your childhood to see the MKUktra is en mass and we choose kitten or butterfly ect programming via media ect f eks. We all are trauma based programmed