I am slowly coming to terms with how information and psychological war causes real wounds. It is easy to see it in the masked and jabbed who won’t defend themselves (or their children) from harm. My sense is that anons are also accumulating real wounds from injustice, isolation, disruption, overwhelm, and economic stress. Constant exposure to genocide propaganda, gaslighting, and emotional abuse takes a toll.
It’s tempting to ignore the invisible wounds and tell yourself to “man up” and keep going. That works in the short run, but stores up longer term problems. The internal pain grows and grows, eventually becoming unmanageable. The nature of this was means we have to be strung along via “the plan” with an undetermined timescale. The costs of earlier failure to heal trauma come due while the war is still running.
The really dangerous enemy is self-harm and failure to care for oneself. I know that only too well at a personal level.
I have felt this way for many years but never have know "why" till about 2.5 years ago. What I have learned though, is that staying true to who you are and in the interim, discovering yourself, has moved mountains of people in my path. They are drawn to whatever magnetism that I carry and some days try to pick it apart and other days, want more of it. That magnetism is the Creators hand in me. I know that now and "knowing" is being used to support those that hate me and dont understand and also those family members/ friends that trust me and watch where I go in a positive light. There is not much of a burden when we walk with our brothers and sisters in the anon world cause we all move through that path. Thank you all for sharing your moments and helping to create the movement for a more creative and positive world.
