but its so heartbreaking to have to go through again and again. i truly pray this is coming to an end and soon. im so happy that so many are waking up, but so many of us have been around and got our hopes up praying and begging jesus to bring it to an end so many times, its like ripping a bandaid off of the wound. ill never give up but does make one discouraged from time to time. thats not meant to send a negative vibe. love to you guys always