All that has been commented on is 100% correct. Remember God needs you to shore up your household FIRST as many of us are struggling horribly. Once your situation is stabilized, then move into place to begin what we were chosen to do, HELP HUMANITY.

In the meantime, work on your projects/plans so that you have a roadmap to begin with. That road will adjust daily once you begin your journey. Stay flexible each day as each day will and should be different.