I have come to realise that I have been wrong in many beliefs about myself, my life, the world. There is a painstaking process of unwinding and unlearning. The cultural and spiritual programming runs deep.
This all takes time and energy. I am experiencing how our world makes that difficult. Even to the point of loud drilling starting upstairs every time I go near a certain book!
You already have telepathy. Talk to Yeshua that way for awhile. Its easier that route.
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