I am middle aged. Was clearly taught a ton of BS at school and on TV. So the job now is to unlearn the BS, and relearn what really happened and is real. This is like being both in kindergarten and doing a PhD at the same time... all day, every day!
i liken this long intense information uptake to a perpetual civics class. But way more intense. So much reading. So much connecting dots. So much re-learning.
This time also reminds me of Trump's reality T.V. show : The Apprentice. but this time i cannot turn off the show unless i go to sleep. I have been involved since January 12, 2020. Much of what i learned about certain "conspiracy theories" that i learnedn my own many years ago have been confirmed and amplied in my brain..