Here is what I find hard right now. I understand that anons are being put through the grinder in prep for what's coming; it's been a training course to take on very big responsibilities of keeping society "sub-critical" as this all "goes hot". We're knowingly pushed to the edge as that saves lives elsewhere and contains ruin risks.
That said, information war, psychological war, biological war, cultural war, genetic war, racial war, ethnic war... are all tier 1 first class warfare. In particular information war exposes you to overwhelming (and often gruesome) inputs and creates a kind of long term decision fatigue on what to do with it.
I am finding that the simplest tasks involving my laptop, organising, admin are becoming really challenging. It's like a learned aversion to dealing with complex data systems. I can still listen to music, watch the clouds, talk to friends. Have to remind myself I am not lazy; mind needs proper rest and occasional healing too.
i’m finding it harder and harder to do my matrix job, which is quite fruitful, financially…but totally unfulfilling, spiritually. i grind thru it, just because i want to be financially independent.
i find myself seeking solitude, nature, and my dogs…
bad vibes are my cryptonite and cause bad headaches.
everyone has their own journey in this Awakening
Its increasingly difficult for me to function in “normal” society too. Working on mundane tasks on computers at work or doing taxes etc. are absolutely excruciating situations these days. I can flow through mosr of it but certain things bring the vibe down.
