What do the other books say about Jesus? I remember hearing he is mentioned in most if not all of them but they look at him in different ways. Anyone research this?

Here is my issue. Is it the word of G*d? Isn't it 'mans' interpretation? Did Jesus write in the book? To me G*d is much much larger than a book. A Creator. His writings can be seen in all living things.

My lack of trust comes from mans interference. I can't even figure out if the Sabbath is on Saturday or Sunday.

So if not G*d then who/why the book(s) has made me search into rabbit holes. CERN, Looking Glass, Barron Trumps Adventure, Mandela, etc. Was it sent back to save humanity. Hurt? Why multiple books/religions?

Just questioning this stuff makes me feel like a bad person. But honestly the more I am questioning this the closer my soul is feeling to G*d. Keeping an open mind and I am going to be exploring the bible more with all your help.

The one thing I’m sure of is that fooking satan will hijack anything good no matter what. He knows that God can’t be a “just God” unless people have free agency to do whatever they want. So he hijacks that concept and overtakes peoples souls to destroy all that is good and to try and get God to go against His promise to Adam. This all traces back to the Garden of Eden. Seed of Adam and seed of Cain. Truth & deception. This is why people always ask “why does God allow this stuff to happen”... because He wouldnt be God if He didnt. Satan knows that. And thats why God wins in the end.

Well said Doq, since we know there are accidentals or chance.. look at the many many examples of the masks, actors etc.. Lucifer was God's beautiful angel, Lucifer doesn't have to come in a disguise. He gets all his minions to do the dirty work and when he finds that one certain soul that he knows will surely tear the heart of God apart. He seduces that soul to leave God's side and work for him. Those that have chosen that path, have ya seen how this effects their appearances? Lucifer doesn't come cloaked, he comes face to face with us. Only those who have divine discernment can see the lack of God's light. Lucifer doesn't hijack, he lures, and whispers sweet words in your ear and he plants deceitful lies about other Godly ppl. God wanted to be truly loved by his creations, so He tested Adam and Eve. He gave them the choice just as he does with us all. He knew we were weak but He had hoped that Adam's love for Him would keep adam from sinning. God knew Adam was sorry thus He sent Jesus