When I was 16 I had gone in the hospital for a myelogram because I had severe back pain, he doctor thought I may have slipped a few disks. A routine blood test taken during admission came back malignant before they even finished the myelogram. Turned out leukemia was the cause of my back pain. They did a spinal tap to see if it was in my brain. The doc accidentally nicked my spinal nerve during the tap.The pain from that made my back pain feel like nothing! It was excruciating to move, it was excruciating to stay still, it was excruciating to even breathe. I remember crying & screaming & my mother trying to comfort me. It was so bad they put me on a high dosage of morphine for 10 days.
My heart goes out to you. That kind of pain can make a person want to die. I'm so happy you feel better!