Have struggled to do things like write essays recently. Can take pictures, but curating them and assembling them into presentable product is more than I have energy for... ready for some burden to be put back on the normies.
You have done so much brother, and it has not gone unnoticed in the least, seeds have been planted all over, it is ok to take the time to watch them sprout, don't try to write the essay, and before you know it out pops something brand new and eye opening indeed.