I have put everything I have into getting as many people awake as possible and encouraging as many to keep going as possible once awake. I don’t claim to be a virtuous or righteous person (as it’s not true), just a stubbornly persistent one (as harder to dispute). “Go time” is when the military visibly take over and the psychological burden shifts to the normies; our role changes to casualty first aid and last rites on the spiritual battlefield. It is a watershed moment in my life as the load I have carried for years gets lifted off my weary shoulders. These last days of anticipation are especially tough. The social costs of having inflexible principles keep mounting, and the inner reserves of strength run down. Yet I know we are winning, and I know the only enemy to fear is myself. This war is gruesome, just in less obvious ways, as quiet wars are prone to be. The struggle is very real and very hard for those who perceive it.