My struggle is to find inner peace without it being contingent upon resolution of affairs in the outer world. I cannot say that I am doing well at this quest right now. The waiting is stealing away my peace, and every attempt to reengage with the world churns up my feelings again. And it will pass; just someday we all pass, too, and there is no more time to find our peace.
Choose again. And then again. And do not judge yourself for “not doing well”. Forgive yourself for judging yourself. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you see all things before you through the eyes of Christ.
Father forgive them for they know not what they do.
Only Love is real.
Nothing real can be threatened.
Nothing unreal exists.
Herein lies the peace of God.
