Years ago I responded to Q’a “digital call to arms”, and have fought as I see fit in an emergent unconventional force. With one small exception I have never had any feedback from the “other side” on how I am doing. You have to both set and score your own exam papers as a digital soldier. And that’s OK. Just someday it would be nice to know what was “on target”, and where the misses were. How much were we a primary fighting force versus a distraction or civilian entertainment while the real MIL did their thing? I am cool either way, as it was the best I could do under the circumstances AFAICT right now.
I'd say you just described the process and rewards of becoming a first generation Sovereign. There are no mentors, Just the will to strive to be the best we can. For what it's worth. You have my support and appreciation for your work. Stay focused, Stay strong and lead your pack the way you always have.