My struggle is to find inner peace without it being contingent upon resolution of affairs in the outer world. I cannot say that I am doing well at this quest right now. The waiting is stealing away my peace, and every attempt to reengage with the world churns up my feelings again. And it will pass; just someday we all pass, too, and there is no more time to find our peace.
These two prayers have helped me tremendously over the years...As well as the notion of "self forgetting"...For it is by self forgetting that one finds....You're going to be okay Martin...Everything will work out!
