My struggle is to find inner peace without it being contingent upon resolution of affairs in the outer world. I cannot say that I am doing well at this quest right now. The waiting is stealing away my peace, and every attempt to reengage with the world churns up my feelings again. And it will pass; just someday we all pass, too, and there is no more time to find our peace.
My inner peace came with a lot more Jesus and a lot less keeping the world on my shoulders.
"And may the God of peace Himself sanctify you through and through; and may your spirit and soul and body be preserved sound and complete, blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ
1Thessalonians 5:23