My struggle is to find inner peace without it being contingent upon resolution of affairs in the outer world. I cannot say that I am doing well at this quest right now. The waiting is stealing away my peace, and every attempt to reengage with the world churns up my feelings again. And it will pass; just someday we all pass, too, and there is no more time to find our peace.
Martin, this is ALL our struggle. Our feelings follow our thoughts. We choose our thoughts therefore choose our feelings. This is a painful truth we all must overcome, especially in times like this. It could to be worse for most of us, yet we shine. They hate that.
