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I trust only the ones I love. I'm a verbal assassin, a #SaveOurChildren sniper. I spread God, Truth and Love. I'M NOT HERE FOR FOLLOWERS..
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It continues to piss me off that people think it isn’t that bad, or that I (me) shouldnt believe everything I read or watch about it.
I was abused by my father so my mom doesn’t want me to talk about any of this. Not sure if it is because she feels guilty or what.
But I want to scream at her sometimes & I am 53 & my dad died when I was 7. But I guess it is something that I will always live with
anger about it & all the innocent children that it happens to or worse happens to. Sorry for rambling.
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I trust only the ones I love. I'm a verbal assassin, a #SaveOurChildren sniper. I spread God, Truth and Love. I'M NOT HERE FOR FOLLOWERS..
fuck you, never be sorry for being real...nuff said.../salute
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I trust only the ones I love. I'm a verbal assassin, a #SaveOurChildren sniper. I spread God, Truth and Love. I'M NOT HERE FOR FOLLOWERS..
I remember every violation...
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I am so sorry. I was very young. I do remeber not being sad when my dad died. I have always looked at it as God took him so he couldn’t do that to me or my sisters ever again.
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I trust only the ones I love. I'm a verbal assassin, a #SaveOurChildren sniper. I spread God, Truth and Love. I'M NOT HERE FOR FOLLOWERS..
my pops knew about the a abuse....
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horrible. My mom says didnt. My dad had a bad heart so my mom worked towards the end. My dad wasn’t a good person, drugs, he cheated on my mom in front of us. he would lock us out of the house. He beat my little sisters but never did me. I thank God he died. I didnt remeber a lot until I was older. I still do not remeber everything. not sure if it is because i was so young or just pushed out of my memory. Do you know if that is normal? I blocked out a lot of my childhood.
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I trust only the ones I love. I'm a verbal assassin, a #SaveOurChildren sniper. I spread God, Truth and Love. I'M NOT HERE FOR FOLLOWERS..
My counselor told me that any type of trauma, physical or emotional, will either be regressed or compartmentalized by the human brain. She is correct.
There is an old saying, "somethings are better left forgotten."
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Thank you! and thank you for letting me talk to you. I appreciate it!
No thanks necessary. We are all here to help each other.