God is waiting for you to talk to him from your heart. Love thyself 1st. Woman go through this menopause thing. There is a chemical in our brain that we can't control (some can't) it is an imbalance. This is nothing to do with you but with her. I had a sister-in-law that walked away after 4 kids & 22 years of marriage. She so regretted it later. Hang in there sir. Keep busy, you mind & body. She will come to her senses. Faith. But in the mean time we are here for you-all of us. Social media brings us all together & we listen to each other. We love you now & forever. I know that is not making sense right now, in time.