We’re all here, we will walk through this and let the light of God illuminate your being to show you how indestructable you are.
You are so much bigger than the PTSD.
1) You are not alone
2) Even if you thought you were, you can be unaffected by this.
I had a similar thing in all its force a long time ago. I know how big this appears.
Have a read of that link in sent yesterday, its long, but its not scary, its a guidebook for all ‘disorders’ originating from the protection system in the brain.
This is not bad wiring, this is not disorderly thing.
Have a seat, read the link, and see how safe you really are.
We are here to help you let this pass through you and see the sunshine once more.
It has always been there.