i know you do. and thats ok. listen to JW. time heals no matter which way this ends up - and you have family that love and care about you. God is changing a lot of relationships right now. we have to trust His divine plan and pray without ceasing. will they let you choose the type of dog you want? animals are connected to the healing spirit. this will be huge for you. keep on them so they know you need your pup asap 🙏🏻❤️