Joey,
Thank you for the help you are providing all God fearing and faithful people here with this post. At present time I am witnessing the continued posting of faith others have experienced and it is resonating in kind in return. Your need has shown God is working through so many to show the very love, mercy, and grace of our Lord here on earth. This is the very energy, virbration and uplifting spirit we are all called to share and witness. I wish and pray for you to receive the comfort, peace and presence you are asking for, as I am witnessing on this page.
God Bless.