Im so tired of trying to pretend everythings ok when NOTHING IS OK for me
literally NOTHING

I have NOTHING
I never know when Im going to have food money again.
Im in pain 24/7
My car broke down so now I dont have a car.
I sleep on a couch.
I need help bad

Im crippled

the world is divided and fucked

I have an army to guide

so no

not looking for work but thanks

Everything Im good at requires I not be crippled and have the intestinal fortitude to deal with masked morons soooooo

NOPE

not fucking putting myself thru that mental and physical torture for garbage money.

I never made enough to even pay ALL my bills anyways.

Lightworkers were not put here to slave away to the now dying beast system.

I am actually needed here by many who look to me for guidance all day and night, so until this is over, I am here to help people. Ill starve before I go out in the clown world again. And Im not giving up my time to slave wages ever again.