ok, here I am once again. I'm starting to feel like I'm living in the twilight zone in my own house. I'm plenty awake. I've been learning things for 5-6 months that I never imagined would be true. I'm glad I know these things and I'm certain when "every lie is revealed" there will be plenty more for me to find out. One thing out of many this awakening will do is show you quite a lot about your spouse that you maybe wouldn't know or confirm suspicions of any other way. Can't remember exactly what i started to hint at ladt night, but once again he became incensed immediately, told me he never ever thought something like this would HAPPEN TO ME and then left the room. He doesn't use any social media. None of them. I'm so sick of the damn news. I can't compete with that. Yes, he is clinging for dear life to the matrix. When will these people who are supposed to be gone or jailed finally stop showing up on TV and magazine covers?
I know reveal is soon, maybe a few days.

Your post could have been written by me. I know and live your exact situation. I worry that my husband will never wake up...he is that entranced. Like your husband, mine clings to the Matrix like a security blanket. I'm afraid that if he does wake up, he will be so traumatized...I can't imagine him ever returning to a healthy mental state. I don't know what spouses like us will be able to do but pray. I do a lot of that. I'll include you.