You write of your fears. Relationships can be full of fears; share all your fears with your partner. Trust your partner for it is you two against the world. That is your mate and your chosen life partner. Do not forsake them for your own fears, utilize their strengths to strengthen your will. Together you are invincible. Do not self-sabotage by throwing in the towel and starting over. Why repeat what you have already done? Good luck and stay positive.

your response made me cry. and you are so correct. thank you. i appreciate you. ♥️

That was an amazing response. Yes, do this and let the pieces fall where they may. Good luck.

One of my favorite ways to think of prayer and God is this reminder; God does not give you as much as you can bear, it's more. He heaps it on so that you call upon him. Trust in God for He is your father and only wants the best for you. He knows your sorrow, your pain, and your needs.

God gives us what we need to grow, to learn, and to be the person that we need to be. The person that will fulfill THAT life path. The one that is intended, by our Lord. When life becomes overwhelming that is when you know you are on the right path. Turn to God. Listen to his guidance. He will never fail you.

You are just experienced life's journey and though painful or frightening, it does not need repeating - just fine tuned. YOU control your life. Learn, grow, and move forward in a positive way. For every negative find the positive and for every burden turn to God.
You are beautiful. You are loved. You are needed. You are right where you need to be for the reasons that are needed.

Blessings

everything i needed to hear today. i cannot thank you enough.