There's so much good for all people about to break out! I promise, I know this deep in my bones. I have a lady I have helped recover from cancer at a long distance. Please believe there is so much we can't see that will make your heart sing. You have a purpose. There is a reason you are here. You will find new life and renewal soon. More will make sense. It will be much better. Please trust and believe this. You are here with all of us, right! You have gotten this far. The best thing to do is hang in there just a few more days/weeks... good is coming. Some never give up and will live in their cars when necessary. That friend I mentioned above is doing just that. She barely owns a thing. I believe in you. We've all got this life together. Sending prayers. We are here with you.