i feel you, the opression is real. what i did: at the point where i just couldnt take it anymore, and my life was eating me alive, i prayed and asked the Father in the name of Jesus to please lift the burden off. it was too heavy, and i couldnt carry it anymore. and a miracle occured. i had this huge pressing weight just lift off me. i felt light as a feather. none of my problems resolved right away, but suddenly i could just handle them. and i started to be able to see others as God sees them. over the course of the next five years, everything changed for me. mostly because God changed my heart. maybe try it? ask The father with real intent, to please lift your burden and carry it for you.